i am sorry if i seem a bit crabbier than normal today and for that matter yesterday too. i have been having chest pains since yesterday afternoon. i thought last night that it was a panic attack and that it would fade if i just did some deep calming breathing and for a bit it did fade. so i went to a wedding with my hubby since he hadn't seen this friend of his in ages. i ended up spending a while in the car resting and then back inside just kind of sat around letting him visit with his old friends. we ended up leaving early and i went to bed almost right away. i got up early this am still feeling crappy but hoping it would go still. then the pains got worse again and like last night were shooting into my neck, left arm, making my chest tight and it was hard to breathe. so by then my hubby was up and i made him take me to the emergency room at our local hospital. it is funny how fast they move when you say i have been having chest pains since last night. the normal 4 hour wait was changed to 5 mins. i was a bit freaked out as even at its worst and highest, i have NEVER seen my blood pressure that high EVER!!!!!!!!! that scared the hell out of me. my ECG was not normal so they did more tests and x-rays and a second ECG. after 4 hours of being poked, prodded, x-rayed, and having blood work done, they told me i am a puzzle. they have no idea what it is. they aren't sure it was my heart but can't rule it totally out. so i am to rest and relax with no lifting at all. so, i am tired, sore, a little nervous and bit crabby and i am sorry for that but this is why. please bear with me till i am me again.
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