when u feel as if there is no where to turn,i feel scared,scared of my own feelings.i dont feel like im her,like im invisable.All this stuff in my head and all these physical symtoms,i feel like death,watever that is.My dreams in my head all night,the smell of death up my nose,the aching desire to b normal and to b able to sleep with or without tablets or beer for just one night.plz god let me not dream for just one night,plz let me forget for just one day,plz let me not husrt,and most of all plz let me live for just one day.xxxxxxxxx
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