OMG I am so steaming right now .... I swear if I dont get this HS surgery taken care of soon I am gonna BLOW MY FREAKING TOP ...... I have to have a damn illness that is rare and surgeons dont want to mess with it The healing time in this is like 3 months I need it DONE and I am having to fight to get it done .... Not by Insurance BUT DAMN DOCTORS WTF I thought they LIKED MONEY..... The My Boss is being a Real pain in the ass A JERK .... saying hurtful things and crap.... Thursday in the middle of all this I get to go have a biopsy on my cyst on the damn ovaries!!! And the Topper YES the Freaking Icing on the damn cake is ........ My mother who I thought Loved me and cared about me (YEA RIGHT) I asked her if I have to travel to Louisville KY ( a 1 and half drive ) to find a DAMN Surgeon that is familair with HS ( which is highly likely) to have surgery ... since her and dad are retired can they go with me since I will have to be in the hospital for 2 or 3 days? And do you know what my loving kind mother said ???? YOU KNOW WE ARE Working on the house !!!! WTF they can take a week off to go f&*cking gamble they can take 2 weeks off to travel to Ireland BUT help me during a very evasive surgery OH hell NO the freaking sky will damn fall Why do I even try to have a family when they treat me like a damn Stranger Screw it I will drive myself
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