I am new to this online support group. Ive been reading some discussions posted up recently and heard the stories and problems going on in others lives. I have to say you guys are great with each other and i hope that i find the support that i need. I decided 2 days ago that i could no longer fight my battles alone and needed to seek help. So online i went. I once told a therapist my troubles my story afterwards she said to me "You have lived a hard knock life all your life. I cant believe that you still remain so positive after all the horrible things that have happened to you". I am not as strong as she thinks i am. I have had some horific things happen to me. Abused as a child, sexually assualted, raped, abused, and harrassed in the military, and recently i lost my job because i cant focus and lost my boyfriend because my moods. I hit all time low and i cant find the energy and positivness to get back up and keep tring. I would be happy just to sit on a beach and watch the sun set and not wake back up. How do i get past my past and move on when my future is so dead right now
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