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My life is going nowhere...

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Guess I shouldn't conplain. Never should conplain. I just can't help being upset about my life not going anywhere... it gets worse every day. I hate this place but I can'go back with eithor my my parents because It'll be worse there mentally. Couldn't stand the manipulative mother of mine or the hypacrite two faced father eithor.
I can't find a good job, I'm working as a busser at my sister's job but i really hate being around the high school rich kids.
I'm late on rent, even though my brother is helping, and I have no car. I just got into an online school but I'll give it 2 months before I flop out. I feel like a total screw up. I'd comit myself to a mental instatution except i'm scared of them so much. And my partner is suffering at home and all I want to do is save her from that horrible home but I can't even support myself.
I wish people would stop saying I'm so lucky when they don't even know this pain I feel inside. I hate it.
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It's o.k. to complain. If it wasn't, we wouldn't have that part of our brain. You need to vent about the negative as well as yell out the positive. Don't be too hard on yourself. Alot of times, it's when I am complaining about something that a solution hits me smack in the forehead.
I know some of the pain you may be feeling but definately not all and I won't pretend I do.
For what it is worth, try to deal with one hurdle at a time and as far as the school goes, give it your best shot. You may surprise yourself.
Take it slow and best wishes.
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COMPLAIN THAT IS WHAT THE SITE IS HERE FOR TO VENT AND LET IT OUT
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Hang in there. I am 31 years old and at the tail end of a really bad divorce. I totally relate to your feelings about your life going nowhere. We set ourselves up with all these beautiful plans and sometimes, life has different plans for us. However, remind yourself that steel is forged thru fire. You WILL be stronger on the other side of these difficult times. One day at a time.
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It's ok to complain and express your feelings. Your not the only one who feels that his/her life is going nowhere. All I can say is give it some time and try to find out just where you want your life to go. I promise that it will get better, because from the way you described it. It can't get any worse.
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