I\'ve found myself in this dark place that I can\'t seem to escape from. It seems no matter what I do nothing helps. I spend my days feeling so alone, and my friends just don\'t understand. They call it self-pity or tell me I need to go out and meet people. I know they mean well, but they seem to think it\'s something that I can just decide will get better. Ever since my mom died I feel so empty inside, like everything that made me died with her. The depression didn\'t start with her death, but it\'s become so much worse. I feel like the only things left inside me are anger and pain. I\'m driving my friends way one by one, and I don\'t know how to stop it. I just want to find something that lessens it at least a little. But therapy and prescriptions don\'t seem to be helping. I just wish that I could wake up one morning and not be upset that I made it through another night.
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