So far the one constant that has always been there is now at deaths door. My baby the one that has sat at my lap loved and been there is now so sick and I doubt she will be here in the morning. Her eyes are full of fluid she cries and moans she has no strength listless and keeps throwing up black fluid like blood. When she is gone that was the only thing keeping me here, this is the sign I was looking for. I vowed no matter how bad it got I would not abandon her. I have an appointment with the vet on monday if she is still here if not neither am i.
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