i know no one cares or remembers. i wrote a post back awhile ago about how im not doing the things i need to. well im 5 assignments behind in school, skipped the clas yesterday, and theres a test and grading for assignments today. i dont know if i can handle it. wish i could just cancel and quit college now and just do something else. i also finally called one of the phone numbers i have that ive been putting off for about a week. i have another job that pays 8:00 an hour just counting items on a shelve; its for inventory. im doing a training class in gainsville this tuesday since i never did training, since i didnt know i was employed and never called to find out... *sigh* i know i was told to write this stuff on paper, but still havent. everything its just pulsing and spinning around that i cant really do anything. just happens so randomly.
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