this is my first winter with depression. I'm so up and down, so not myself, and I don't know how to deal with it. I take everything so personally, and I'm so sick all of a sudden with trying to help other people. Is it always like this in winter time? I feel like I can't deal with anyone else while I'm likethis, and two of my friends have actually told me I'm being a bad friend, because of comments that I made that were meant to be helpful or encouraging. I have lost patience with almost everyone on my list, and I've had to stop writing anything bad in my own journals about how I feel about whatever, because no one wants to hear it from me, either. Is it me, or is it a winter thing? I know it's technically spring here now, but it's still crappy out. will sunshine and warm weather help? I feel like DS is more hurtful than helpful right now. And I hate that, I used to love it here. Is it winter, or is it me?
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