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my body is trying to exterminate me

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Ever get the feeling your body is trying to get rid of you?I doubt it.

For some reason I get these things, like day dreams...but nightmares.I wake up and I'm somewhere you would imagine someone would committ suicide at.I've woken up under water in the bathtub, standing on the balcony fence...that type of thing.

I've been very depressed lately and stressed out.For some reason I keep getting panic attacks and I stop breathing for a while.My heart feels like it wants to stop.I keep feeling sick.I keep passing out.

I think my body is trying to get rid of me.
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Tell your doc or therapist right away. Have you done so already? If so, what did they advise?
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So you are sleep walking....yes you need to go see the doc..to make sure you don't have any medical issues.
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I'm not saying this is YOUR story.... but,if it were mine? They'd tell me I have gas & send me home. < hope that got even a tiny lil grin outta ya >
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I don't see a therapist anymore.And I don't feel like getting committed! :D

I guess I haven't done anything about it because everytime I wake up it's right BEFORE I do anything in the dream.I always wake up just in time.

And the panic attacks...I guess I've just accepted that my mother's went away on their own so mine might.I really hate the doctors.
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keiko... do you need a seat belt in bed?
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LOL....yeah...maybe that would help.But sometimes I get these when I'm awake.It's weird.
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then you need to check your meds with dr. please
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I'm not on meds.I don't want to be dependant on them.
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Unfortunately, these goofy meds we take, can send you into a tailspin before they actually DO work. Did you possibly start a new med ? If so, atleast you'll know what's causing this, and just maybe enough piece of mind to realise it's the meds..... and.... you're not gonna loose yer mind tonight. I apologise if this didn't make any sence. My meds are feelin wierd tonight too. They normaly don't do that shit.
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I wonder sometimes if maybe whenever I don't wake up at the right time, it was meant to happen that way for a reason.
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no there is no reason for that ...
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lol, I guess I should stop watching movies like the Butterfly Effect.

Meh.I'm gonna go for now, I'll be back in a few.

I need some freak out time.
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get freaky for me darlin'
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Do you ever wake up anywhere else? Lose time?
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i used to feel the same way about the medicine, and i still do sometimes, but it really helps. none of us want you to get hurt!
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