I JUST WANT TO FORGET ALL ABOUT MY BIRTHDAY. THE THOUGHT OF IT WITHOUT MY BOYFRIEND AND MY FAMILY WHO CAN'T STAND EACH OTHER IS JUST FUCKED. I DON'T WANT TO EVEN ACKNOWLEDGE IT
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