Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
I am sitting here giving hugs back and forth to some of my adorable friends here on DS...all of the sudeen it hits me like a ton of friggin bricks!
It is not that I am a huge go getter, because like I said in a previous post...I am not. I don't want to be somes career woman, but I just figured out what my true fear here is. FAILURE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Everybody around me thinks school is the BIG answer. Ok , I think I need to learn something new yes, but just because I go to school doesn;t guarentee me a job in anything and the huge fear is...what if I FAIL! Not really fail at school (although that is a huge fear too) but what if I learn all this shit...I go to school, study my ass off learn it all and then I am STILL without a job? What if I cannot find a job?
Man life sucks sometimes. I KNOW in time I can pass any course I wanna take, but what if's are killers!
It is not that I am a huge go getter, because like I said in a previous post...I am not. I don't want to be somes career woman, but I just figured out what my true fear here is. FAILURE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Everybody around me thinks school is the BIG answer. Ok , I think I need to learn something new yes, but just because I go to school doesn;t guarentee me a job in anything and the huge fear is...what if I FAIL! Not really fail at school (although that is a huge fear too) but what if I learn all this shit...I go to school, study my ass off learn it all and then I am STILL without a job? What if I cannot find a job?
Man life sucks sometimes. I KNOW in time I can pass any course I wanna take, but what if's are killers!
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??
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I'm trying to exercise daily. I was doing fairly well until I sprained my ankle 2 weeks ago but now I'm getting back on the horse. Today I walked over a mile with my arm weights that are about 22lbs total. I was out of shape and it was hard on my arms. I also did my 30 situps. I'm also going to drink a lot of water and try to eat healthy. I do tend to have a sweet tooth but I'm cutting...
I was a real go getter, went to school, got my own place young, was working since I was 13, (no not a paper route). I have spent a lot of time in school, 50k later, I am bored with my career ...
one thing it seems you might have to learn first is how to deal with failure. No one is successful in everything they do every time.
My brother also is in college right now in his 5-6th year progressing really fast and he's 10 1/2 months younger then i am. He's also having a hard time with money and stuff and i hardly get to see him.
I tryed college and couldn't stand the stress of these long essays that they would try to make me write.
My hypothesis is that i don't think college is for everyone, eventhough i feel like a outcast that everyone around me went and all my friends.
Yes i lost my friends, but i will make new ones that are my personality and my type. That i get along with and stuff.
You just have to survive and do your best and the end you will suceed.