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Today I am sad and hurting.
A day we should have birthday cake, toys, and tons of noise, instead we have tears and quiet. The girls and I are going to have cake in his honor later.
My sons birthday is today, he would have been 10.
I am going to try and post a journal of some happy memories later...check back and I will update here when I have the strength to finish. I also now have a photo of him on my profile. It is in black and white but it is all I could find online and I have none on my computer.
Happy Birthday my Angel Tyler!!!!! I know you are having a huge celebration in heaven. Mommy and your sisters miss you more then words could ever express!
In Loving Memory
Tyler Andrew (10-27-97 to 3-10-01)
A day we should have birthday cake, toys, and tons of noise, instead we have tears and quiet. The girls and I are going to have cake in his honor later.
My sons birthday is today, he would have been 10.
I am going to try and post a journal of some happy memories later...check back and I will update here when I have the strength to finish. I also now have a photo of him on my profile. It is in black and white but it is all I could find online and I have none on my computer.
Happy Birthday my Angel Tyler!!!!! I know you are having a huge celebration in heaven. Mommy and your sisters miss you more then words could ever express!
In Loving Memory
Tyler Andrew (10-27-97 to 3-10-01)
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I have been here before, a long long time ago and now I am back.Forgive me for not just saying what I want to say,even under a triple dose of antidepressants it is still raw and seeping and I am hesitant at revealing it as at least under the bandages around my heart I don,t have to look at how raw and wounded.My child was cleaved from my heart by his own actions. my child of ten,turning eleven...
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??
im sure that tyler is looking down on you right now......he is your angle in heaven!!!!
I am so sorry that you are having to endure pain this terrible. I am sure that your little man is having his celebration in heaven as well. Take care of yourself.
Its just not right to have to celebrate your childs birthday without him. I once was told it would get easier with time but it really hasn't.
I miss my boy...just for today...I will be ok...because it is his day...the tears may still flow... but I will not focus on the sadness
RICHARD
love
Cathy
I pray that only tons and tons of good happy memories flood your thoughts today!!!!
Thank you to all those who read my journal and left comments and rated it.
Tonight we had pizza as that was Tylers favorite food. We are getting ready to have cake.
Thank you everyone for everything today, it made a difficult day much more bearable.