I AM ABOUT TO KILL ME SOME NEIGHBORS OR MYSELF THEY ARE PLAYING THEIR MUSIC LOUD SINCE 9 SOMETHING!!! WHEN THEY DO THAT I GET THOUGHT OF MURDER OR THINKING ABOUT WAYS TEY COULD DIED PAINFULLY. IT ALSO EFFECTS ME ALSO I GET THOUGHT OF KILLING MYSELF OR CUTTING. I AM ABOUT TO CUT AND THE OD ON WHAT EVER. SOMEONE GIVE ME ADVICE BEFORE I DO SOMETHING I REGRET. I WILL STAY LOGGED BUT I DON'T KNOW HOW LONG I AM ABOUT TO GO INSANE. I HAVE TO HOLD IN MY ANGER BECASUE I DON'T WANT TO GET MY SISTER NOR MOM UP. IN THE PAST I WOULD RANT AND RAVE AND THROW THINGS. I EVEN HARMED MYSELF AND I AM DONING MY BEST NOT TO. PLEASE SOMEONE TELL ME I AM NOT ALONE NOR AM I CRAZY. [10:44 EST]
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