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Murderous thought

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I AM ABOUT TO KILL ME SOME NEIGHBORS OR MYSELF THEY ARE PLAYING THEIR MUSIC LOUD SINCE 9 SOMETHING!!! WHEN THEY DO THAT I GET THOUGHT OF MURDER OR THINKING ABOUT WAYS TEY COULD DIED PAINFULLY. IT ALSO EFFECTS ME ALSO I GET THOUGHT OF KILLING MYSELF OR CUTTING. I AM ABOUT TO CUT AND THE OD ON WHAT EVER. SOMEONE GIVE ME ADVICE BEFORE I DO SOMETHING I REGRET. I WILL STAY LOGGED BUT I DON'T KNOW HOW LONG I AM ABOUT TO GO INSANE. I HAVE TO HOLD IN MY ANGER BECASUE I DON'T WANT TO GET MY SISTER NOR MOM UP. IN THE PAST I WOULD RANT AND RAVE AND THROW THINGS. I EVEN HARMED MYSELF AND I AM DONING MY BEST NOT TO. PLEASE SOMEONE TELL ME I AM NOT ALONE NOR AM I CRAZY. [10:44 EST]
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not alone or crazy... I know how annoying it can be **hugs** my flatmate puts terrible music on repeat... is there any way you can politely call them/go round and ask them to turn it down after taking some deep breaths? Please don't harm yourself...
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You're not crazy; call the cops on them for disturbing the peace.
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Punch the shit out of some pillows!
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These people are pro part of a gang or soemthing. Not to sound presgiste they are black and I am snow white. I live in an area where there is drug doings and gangs.
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Boo. I used to have neighbors that did stuff like that every night for 3 long years. At least yours aren't drunk yelling over the music.
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Call the police on the charge of disturbing the peace. I grew up in government subsidized housing. This occurrence was weekly if not daily at times.
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Oh - I take that back. Don't call the cops - it could be dangerous for you. Punching a pillow would be safer.
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use to live in a area where peole use to chase each other with knifes and try to shoot each other. Plus there was two motorbike clubs who were connected to the KKK and if a dark skin came down our street, run in doors.
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Oh god don't go round umm.... I don't know... I'm sorry. Tape pillows to the side of your head?
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shut the fuck up! are you serious!?! you really want to kill someone because of the loudness of their music? you're not just using an expression, but you actually want to terminate someone's life for it?

hate to tell you, but yes, you are crazy.
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I had the nail clipper in my hand and threw them. I hit my poor cat. FUDGE THESE STUIPD ANNOYINF NEIGHBORS THEY JUST TURNED IT UP LOUDER!!!!I CAN FEEL THE VIBS IN THE FLOORS.
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Correct me if I'm wrong but...
New Yorker: "Shut the fuck or I'm calling the pOlice on yo stank ass"
Georgians: "Would you mind lowering the volume of your music? I just made a fresh pitcher of sweet tea and sugar cookies if ya'll wanna stop on by!"
Texans: "Do you know what this is? It's sawed off double barrel shotgun and I will blow your stereo to smithereens if you don't shut this shit off right now."
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Yep sounds like Alabama. Or Louisanna or Mississippi.
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Weatheredsoul, in all seriousness, perhaps occupy your time by jumping over to the anger management community?
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I live in NC a place with a high gang rate. We even have a brach of the Cripes here from NY.
Yes Loud music gets me. I have a persnally that likes it quiet and not some loud music eating my brain out.
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