My mum and step dad separated over 2 years ago. now she has met a new man I'm happy for her but it's killing me. She has a drink problem which i believe is one of the main reasons Steve (step dad) left. All they do is dos around the house drinking beer and giving me abuse. it seems to have become a game of my mothers to make fun of me and just be nasty . i have already been battling with depression for over a year now and just a little over 2 weeks ago i tried to take my life. when i did so i realized i didn't want to die i just want to stop feeling the way i do. I've developed trust issue along with many other problem. i just don't know what to do anymore my life seems stuck in this horrible situation of loneliness and unhappiness.
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