Am I alone in this?
I've been in pain and sorrow for so long that I cant get out of it. I want to but at the same time I am scared because it is all I know!!! My dad is hurting my mom (by his actions) and it's affecting and killing me and I want him to see it but at the same time I hope it stays the way it is. Does that make me sound crazy? I am religious but that's a whole other thing. In so back and fourth and trying to control everything ahhhhhhh ..... I'm stuck in the mud and a big part of me wants to stay there, it's home. I hate this!!! I just want to cry..... I don't even know how I got like this.