I don't understand this depression at all. I have never been through any of this. I am just a teenage girl (we have all the problems). Well my boyfriend dumped me about 2 months ago, I thought he was different than all the boys that people talk about doing horrible things. I thought he was sensitive and someone i would want to remember. He was my first love, i gave him my viginity. I thought "live with no regret", "whats the worst that could happen." Well it was all good until he dumped me. He said it was all my fault because i was being to hard to get along with and because i was too clingy. But after the sex i was desperate for his attention yet he kept pulling back. It was horrible i was throwing myself at him, i didnt know what else to do. And then he dumped me, i was alone. I felt so regected and like i wasnt good enough for anyone. I have been hopeless and desperate for him to come back for so long now. I cannot seem to move on. I know my problems seem so small compared to others and i feel so selfish but i just cant deal with it. I stopped eating and have such a strong hatred for myself. I dont think aout anyone else. I need someone to help me fix myself, and return to normal. JUst without the boy, i dont have anything else to think about.
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