How the hell do you motivate yourself do fulfill your commitments? I'm supposed to work at a volunteer event tomorrow with my community service frat, but I doubt I'll be able to get myself to go, which will will earn me a penalty. Community service is one of the few things left that I enjoy, and if I can't enjoy service anymore...I'm pretty much stuck with absolutely nothing that makes me happy. But the event is for children with diabetes and we're supposed to play games with them, and I don't want to go if I'm going to be in a bad mood and unenthusiastic...I don't know what to do. How do you keep yourselves motivated? How do I hold onto these last few shreds of normalcy in my life? Outside of service and hanging out with friends a couple times a week, I sit in my apartment reading or staring at my ceiling (unless I'm on DS, lol). Help!
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