I can't remember the last time I have felt motivated to do anything good for myself. I always have an overwhelming sense of doom. Pessimistic thoughts are always swirling around in my head. I've failed at so many things over the course of so many years I feel like I'll never amount to anything. My motivation issues are really bothering me. It's starting to affect my performance in the classroom, and when I get home all I want to do is get in bed and do nothing. Most people my age are excited about life . I'm not.
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