just gladly take my life. i cant cope any more. my marriage is shitty. i have no friends, i had an argument with my sister in law through texting on the phone. they tried to call me, but i didnt answer. i am so unhappy here. i hate it. i do love my husband but he doesnt love me, well by the way he treats me he cant. plus now i am watching a tv programme and they are in utah. salt lake city. near where i used to live. that upsets me too. what the hell have i done with my life.why am i here? no one in my life cares about me. since moving back to the uk i have not made any friends. i dont know what to do.
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