For several years I had terrible money problems. I almost lost my house--and on top of the depression?--it was such hell. I have repeatedly said I WILL NEVER GO THROUGH THAT AGAIN. Meaning, I guess, that I would rather die than ever go through such fear and strain while depressed again. I recently am panicking that I cannot find a job. I am willing to even take a small job to supplement the money I have left from refinancing my house (that is how I got some money under my belt finally!). My money is dwindling away!!! I have been employed way below my capacity partly due to the economy and partly due to my depression (lack of confidence and reality based fears of not being able to handle a really good job. For a few months I have not been employed at all due to waiting for a job with a swing shift in customer service. I should have taken any old thing I see now. This is such a pattern of mine. However, money fears combined with depression seems like a good topic to talk about--I think they frequently go together for many reasons. And those who are praying people? I will gratefully accept your prays for my finances and peace of mind.
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