I'm currently a student studying to become a Medical Assistant...after I got kicked out of the Nursing program firs quarter when my lovely teacher wouldn't round me up .16 points so I could get a C. I ended up switching to Surgical Tech, which was stupid, and now Medical Assisting. I want to help people...or at least I think I do. I honestly don't even know what I want. But everything right now just seems like a big mistake. I feel like I'm too young to make life decisions right now, even though I'm 19. I just have no clue who I am or who I wanna be. I just don't know. Part of me just wants to go get all tatted up and pierced and cut my hair into a mohawk. I seriously don't know what I want and I don't want everything to be a big mistake. The problem is...I can't just drop out of my school and continue later if I choose. My credits won't transfer anywhere and once I leave my school I can't come back. I can't tell my parents I don't want this...and I don't know if I want it or not. I just don't know what to do. I wish I could be 5 again so all of my decisions are made for me.
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