she became my daughter for about a year.. im torn between trying not to talk to my ex to give her space.. but i miss them both so much.. i cant stop thinking about her, i envision her crying and not letting me go the last time i saw her.. daddy daddy.. thats all i hear, i messaged her today to ask her to let me talk to her.. i know she will again eventually.. its driving me crazy.. i have to let my ex go.. she wants to go to where she is moving alone for what she thinks is best for her daughter where all her family lives.. fuck man.. this is the hardest shit i have ever had to go through... its killing me to drive her crazy too trying to still be her father.. i dont think she wants me to stop being her dad.. i dont know what to think anymore
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