So, I realized tonight, that this is the first time I have really lived alone. Normally, I live in community, of one sorts or another, or with my family back home. a few weeks ago, I made a huge leep and moved, I am staying in residence, but no other people have arrived yet cause school has not started. I am ok, for the most part, during the day. I mean It is light out, and I am ok when I have friends around, or when I work, cause then I am busy. But I realized, I am really lonely, and tonight, when I talked to family for the first time, all I could do was cry. I can't stand being alone. and I don't know what to do, or how to deal. I can't work 24/7...my friends work, so, naturally there are going to be times when I am alone. and I guess I just need to feel supported. I am afraid of talking with family, afraid that I am going to melt down again. Has anyone else felt like this before? and how did you deal?
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