WHY IS EVERYONE HERE SO FUKCING HAPPY? Well I am not... I am miserable, and I keep trying to not be miserable. But I am. I can't get ahead, and I can't get better... I fall into a deeper hole everyday. Even the messages I write on DS are controlled, because I'm afraid that the few friends I have made here will ditch as soon as they realise that I am chronically dpressed, and know matter how much I TRY to be happy. it just doesn't work. All of this stems from the fact that I made a friend here at DS that transfered to the real world. Someone I told everything to. Someone I opened up to and trusted. Guess what...that someone stopped talking to me one day... for no reason just started avoiding me...I am even too depressed for depressed people to hang out with. Shit there is NO help for me! I hate that no one likes me. I hate that I'm a loser. I hate my life.
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