i am such a mess right now!not that anyone cares! so worried and depressed. cant focus and think at all. no sleeping well and feel sick. in lots of physical pain. the stress is way 2 much. scared and feel hopeless. i try to be happy cause that is what everyone wants but i cant.i pray 2 got to help with the mess that i find myself in but i worry soooooooo much. i just cant be happy when my life is soooooo not what i am use too. i cant find anything happy when nothing is working out. i cant get others to understand. what do they care??? its not them!
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