Im sure everyone will give me crap for posting this but I will anyway. I think im considering suicide more then ever. My mom thinks im trying to take money from them. She thinks im trying to be a burden. Im confused and trying to get better. But everyone keeps getting mad at me and my parents threaten to take stuff away from me. Its like im not good enough for anyone. Im stressed out all the time trying to keep up with everything and to help people out. But it is not good enough. Makes me think everyone will be happy with me gone. At least I cant be a burden then.
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