hello i want to tell u about myself. i am always wearing a mask i guess u can say that it is my comfort zone. i have had them since i was a child for example i have masks for when i am (sad,bored,afraid,ect....) i do not like to look at myself to long in a mirror all that i see is flaws. i have always put up a front when inside i felt different. i would rather not look to deep into a promble i try to ignore it hoping that it will go away. i feel like a coward all the time. i just want to put my masks down and walk away from them but they are always there when i need them and it is so hard to say goodbye to them. i want to be able to look at a mirror and see the person that i know that is in me. i want to be able to accept all my flaws and stop being so negetive on myself. i want to walk away from the masks and walk towards myself and try to make me whole. but how???? some things are easier said then done. :-(
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