First off I want to say I'm sorry for what I've done....I took excessive amounts of meds to stop the turmoil in my head. I spent all night yesterday in hospital after being blinded by molten solder. I'm not allowed to talk to my friends on the phone. And a close friend died today after she found out she had a food allergy...she went into anafalactic shock and died. I'm so confused I just want it all to stop...its hard to explain it just hurts so bad.
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