I'm so tired of feeling so down, of crying, of feeling and being isolated, so withdrawn from the world, alone. I try but the depression is like a weight holding me down. I'm just feeling like I'm drowning in this everyday and it gets worse everday. I want and need to feel better for my kids sake for my sake. Visions of ways to end this and be at peace cross my mind constantly. If it wasn't for the pain I know it would cause my sons I would I would.........if anyone has been here and can tell me how to get better please respond. I know it's not gonna happen overnight but any little thing that might help me feel better now would really help.
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