WOW!! Each time something big comes along for me or a family member I find myself going on the edge, i get really down, moody, pick fights, have a lot of anxiety and it is all just because i get scared of whatever it is we are doing. However, today, my daughter had her senior pictures, and I told myself, I cannot ruin this for her! I was stressed, but I did my calming exercises and we made it through! It even felt good at the end of the day for her to say thanks mom and mean it and not be sad because I ruined something for her! Good day!
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