my borther had a heart attck, he died in his sleep. he had be gone for three weeks, but they knw where he was. i went to parents today very hard, i told i will try a realtionship on my time, there been alot done also was hurt they did not think enough of me to call me. she did not call her own parents they heaed second hand. my mother is a complisive liar i hate to say that at this time, but she made at like there was no money for funeral grandparnets pffered to pay. i called them today forst time in years spnt most of day with them looking through pictures, you could look in our eyes and see that were abused. but that is over, was glad to see my grandparents i will establish relationship with them now.


pat has not said sorry or anything, he said he does not think of me as my wife, i need to leave this is my home he wants out he will go.

i told him he has the problems drop the mr. do no wrong act.

told him he was very heartless never said sorry will not go to funeral told him to be careful what comes around goes around. he will find no one as good as me. to him