Out of all of us you are her closest friend I'd say so if you dont know I doubt the rest of us will.

ok i only just woke up and thought she may have been online some point between last night and today.

she is not replying to text can someone in america please call her up

keep us up to date pls, got a msg from her 2 days ago n she was all cheery?!?

i know she was so happy the other day = i think something happened with her boyfriend

i know she was so happy the other day = i think something happened with her boyfriend

BUMP

whyme,
we go through this every week with either you saying Machina killed herself of Machina saying you killed yourself. Can't y'all exchange phone numbers? I mean, Machina already posted her drivier's license once -- or at least she said she did (I didn't look). There really isn't anything that we can do here that - if you were as close to her as you claim to be - you wouldn't be much more in a position to handle.
The crying wolf stuff has happened so much it's offensive and tired. You two are just being manipulative and I've already fallen for your crap to many times. You treat this board like it was some kind of Barbie's Suicide Playhouse.

If you read that post back guypaul i think you'll see whyme does have machina's number and if the girl isn't answering there's nothing she can do, right? I know what you're saying but the enormity of this threat makes it all the more frightening so she has to act on this, she's concerned about her friend.

I agree GP. It's beyond ludicrous, and what makes you think anyone else can get through when you can't?
Spring for the long distance if you're that worried,I would.

thanks for all ur compassion - some of ushave suicidal thoughts and impulses more than others. I can understand why u would think we are crying wolf but i understand from my own actions that we are not - it is a life preservation thing we dont want to die deep in some tiny part of us but we dont want to live wither so we constantly go through this cycle. Machina and my friends put up with this every day with me which is why i dont believe it is crying wolf.

may be hard for you guys to understand especailly with so many imposters in here but thats the only way i can describe it.

It keeps happening, though.
If they really are friends, than this is one tormented and abusive relationship. Real people do not continually (I'm talking every 3rd or 4th day) publicly threaten suicide. Somebody in their more immediate circle would have institutionalized them by now if these threats were real.
Of course, I could wind up being the recipient of one of the many "She did it and now it's your fault" kind of posts, but I know this pattern. In about 20 minutes, Machina will start writing posts to rival The Illiad detailing her latest attempt.
I can't stop her from taking her life, but I can make it clear - at the very least by my own example - that if someone keeps threatening suicide to a bunch of strangers and there is no apparent suicide event, it begins to look like just another adolescent prank.

like the boy who cried wolf.

You know what, Whyme? You had NO compassion for my feelings when I came here. As a matter of fact, you harassed me on my profile page. Excuse me, but screw you. You're a hypocrite, not to mention a sympathy junkie. You need to spend more time working on your codependency issues, or you will be alone and stay that way. You are abusive with your whining. That is just the truth.

guypaul i stopped posting on the board for this reason u speak of and yes i have been in hospital for a month but they cant do anything either.

you cant always control your thoughts - i had a long talk with my therapist and even told her i do this because ts on my mind 24/7. we are scared by our own thoughts and scared of our actions.

anyway im not spending my day trying to convince u i will just acknowledge the fact that you arent interested and recommend u stop replying to our posts instead of trying to create more problems

Whyme, we've enjoyed the time we've had without you posting on the boards. Now run along, and keep doing the same, ok?