i can't do this anymore, i'm trying to help, but it doesn't help, i haven't found a place i belong yet. i've been here, i try to help, i ask for help, i dunno i'm just not getting it. i think its because noone can help me, i just need to die or learn to live with all this pain, my family doesn't undestand, my bf doesn't understand noone does. i turn to alcohol, it understands that i want my mom and dad, noone else really matters and that is sad to say because i have 2 boys. love you all, tc and stay strong, i can't encourage you because i am weak. love ya
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