hey everyone,I'm a newbie here.It took me a long time to admit it,but I think I have depression...and it's totally connect with my love life,and with bulimia nervosa,an eating disorder I'm going trough.I'm always depressed,when I have a bf,whether because he's not calling or texting or doesnt wanna see me,and when I dont have a bf I cry over the brake up and stuff.I'm never really happy,apart from the times I'm with the guy...and that fact ruins my relationships,because when I am in a relationship I give everything to make the other happy and they usually brake my heart.Does anyone else have that?All I think about is boyfriends(and I forgot to mention that until 17 I was fat and nobody wanted me as their gf).The worst is,everytime guys dont call I binge and purge,or harm myself with various ways...can anyone tell me how I can get back my self-esteem,or better yet,how to create the self-esteem I never had....?
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