I dont kno if it is my anger and frustration at everything in my life now but I am feeling so upset and I am wanting to cause as much pain as I possibly can to myself. I cant seem to calm down no matter what I do. I really want to cut myself like crazy and not care what happens after that. I am way too angry, to the point where I am shaking and can't even think straight.
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