I am going through a break up that happened about 6 weeks ago. It really has torn me apart. I feel useless, failure, unwanted, and no longer needed by anyone. I feel like my whole life has been shit, and is getting shittier. I wrote a suicide note tonight, I won't go through with it, it just scares me that I did it. My "one and only" left me and isn't coming back.
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