day after day one more thing just adds to my back and I can and have slowly feeling my will to fade. i mean I don't think ther is anymeds I can try anymore. No therapy talk to pull me up. I feel alone even though there are people here saying they care. I don't even remember let alone know what makes me smile anymore. Sleep is my only escape and even now that is haunting me not to wake up for another day to face. how did it gets this bad better yet i really don't careanymore to try to understand let alone help myself. I give up.
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