Maybe this post doesn't belong here, but I am so depressed. I don't want to die, maybe just give up or give in. Life has got me by the butt and nothing is working out. We were trying to refi our home to pay off a 30,000 debit. We started this in Jan. and everything was a go, and then tonight I get a call saying sure they can do it but we can't get the money we need. Not even half. So we talked about it and have decided to cancel the whole thing. After bills are paid we don't even have enough for food. This was going to help so much. Oh well they say things happen for a reason just wish I knew what that reason was in my case. I GIVE UP... The economy sucks, this state sucks, I want out!
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