Let me begin by saying I usually am a really laid back person, easy going and all that. I do have one really bad trait and that is I am very pessimistic and negative. I am been pissed on and let down my entire life since I was just a boy. I really don't believe my attitude has a lot of effect on how I feel even when I try to change the way I look at things and have hope I just get let down. I am not looking for pity or sympathy or tell a sob story it really does no good. I just need advice recently as in this past week I have gotten to the point of stress that has making me ill. I have said some horrible thing to my wife and mother and am on the verge of losing my family forever. This is not like me I usually can keep my cool in any situation even when I found out my wife cheated on me and lied to me for a year about it. Lately I have gotten into the spell of depression no amount of medication can control. Like I have said before I don't have any friends and really have no one to talk to or vent to about the stresses in my life. Is there anyone out there who can relate to me? If so please contact me. I am just in need of a friend.
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