I don't know why i even joined this group honestly. there is really nothing anyone can say to make this better. my wife and i (married since 2000 been a couple since 1996) are having more than just marital problems. i have pushed her away for past three years now i am doing everything i can to change and rekindle our love. she tells me she is cold and just a shell. she is also involved with a "friend" relationship with tons of texting and phone calls with another man who she says reminds her of how i was a the beginning. we also have two sick, chronically ill children whom i absolutely adore. I am so depressed over the thought of losing her forever and never having my best friend back. i have gone into a black hole. last night she said she wanted to move out which was my breaking point. i actually had already written letters to my children and her telling them how much i loved them and i was sorry for such a selfish act. l left them on the kitchen counter and went to my car in the driveway. i put my gun to my head and she came out and stopped me. she grabbed my hand and held it down till i gave in. i still can't get out of it though and now she's even more upset with me at the whole incident. i am so lost i don't know if i can go on.
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