Hello people. Having a really bad day today. Am becoming so paranoid at work that nobody likes me and I can't figure out how to change their opinion of me. My son's behaviour is really bad just now. Don't know how long I can cope. This is such a very pathetic excuse for an existence and bloomin well sucks!! AARRGGHH!! I hate me - I hate my life. Why can't there be an instant cure? Why can't I wake up in the mornings and actualaly be happy that I'm alive instead of sore dissapointment? I need help but don't know where to go anymore. Sorry - needed to get some of this out of my system - it's building up and gonna boil over at some point. Thanks for listening. Vix
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