I feel like Ive lost my identity. I dont know who I am any more. I used to be so alive and energized but lately Im lost and dont feel like myself. Maybe who I was, wasnt really me. I dont know but I sure would like to find out. I have had symptoms of depression all my life but have been able to hide them pretty well but now all I can do is feel depressed. I hate these feelings that come on and wont let go cause I used to be so much fun now Im just a bore and noone wants to be near me. I have been through 4 different hospitals in the last 6 years and dont feel thay have really done much for me. While I was in them I did feel OK but within a couple of weeks of getting out I was right back to the way I was. I dont know what else to do and I cant keep going in and out of hospitals cause I have a 10 year old daughter whos heart breaks every time I go away. How do I find Myself again? What does take to stop feeling this way, and why me cause Im not that bad of a guy? Can anyone relate?
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