I dont know where to start really. My name is Lillian and I am new to this site, I am here because I need help. I feel like I am being suffocated by life and in my head right now I just want to let go. I cannot seem to stop these thoughts but was told that reaching out is what I need to do. I cannot really explain what has me feeling this way besides the fact that I am tired of trying to find reasons to live anymore. Right now I only live because I have to, you see I have tried suicide and God just wont let me die, to the amazement of several doctors I have "come back from the dead". I have tried calling people, talked to psych, and so on but I always end up back here. To make it worse the holidays are coming which makes things even harder. HELP!
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