Sometimes I feel like I am fighting a losing battle and I don't even care anymore.Everytime I have thoughts of dying I feel so selfish because I know that I would be leaving my daughter and husband.I don't know what to do.I just feel like throwing in the towel.I feel so hopeless and worthless.Nothing ever goes right in my life and I feel like a terrible mom and wife.I feel like they would be better off without me.Does anyone feel like this?I know that I need help but I don't know what to do.I feel so alone like I don't have any friends that care about me.
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