What a joke I am... I am pathetic and weak! I am incapable of doing anything, I am off work and Uni to revise am i doing that right now? No. I am going to fail and it will be my own fault, I will have made myself feel even worse than I already do then, I will have let the past win, I will never be able to move on from any of this hurt, just let it destroy me because right now it is simpler to do that than to fight. I have no fight left in me anymore, I am ill all of the time, tired all of the time, I dont feel like i can do anything, i dont feel like i am good enough for anything.
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