I am not sure if I clicked on the right thing but here are my thoughts for the time being. I am a mother of two and wife of one. My house is full of people but I feel so ALONE. Does anyone ever feel that way? Sometimes I think I could sit here and slowly disappear and nobody would miss me until they needed or wanted something. I feel unappreciated, unloved. I am unsatisfyed with life right now and well..I am just tired. And I cry..oh how I cry. I see anything remotely sad on the television and I bawl. Is it depression? I am not sure anymore. I am so tired all the time too but I am sure it is due to being overweight and well..I dont know. I hate feeling this way and I am so unhappy with home life I just want to run as far as I can...Thank you for whoever may read my ramblings.
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