Now as if all the stress from my financial disaster isn't enough..I have a half brother that contacted me. I haven't seen him in about 25 years. I don't have anything against him, just the man that is his father. The phone conversation went well, he sounds ok, were meeting friday night. I am nervous and definately want to leave the "father" subject out of the conversation. I met the older brother last year because his wife contacted me. That went well except I could see my father in all of his features and manorisms. Family is important to her that was why she wanted to meet me. I was also in a much better frame of mind last year. Anyone ever go thru this? I think it's been a good distraction, but definately proceed with caution.
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