I lived on my own from Sept. 1997 to April 200. I then almost died, and had to start over. I moved in here in Oct.2004. I am very lonely, bored and scared.I don't want to live alone anymore. I asked my dad and my sister if I could move back with one of them. They both said no. I am too advanced for a CRR or a boarding home, so it is here or the streets. My sister is calling my therapist tomorrow, so when I see her on Thurs. I will see what she has to say. I hate being alone. That is why my sleep is so messed up, as I am scared to go to sleep at night, then I sleep a good part of the day. It is almost 2 AM Wed., and I have been up since 9AM Tues. Thanks for letting me vent.
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