I am just really sick of being alone so much. It just pisses me off. I\'m sick of my apartment. I\'m sick of my school. I am sick of my job. I just hate it all. I just want to be where I can be happy. It just pisses me off that I am still depressed and I have over come this before. I am just so mad that I have to be back in this frame of mind. I could be doing homework but I just feel like crap, and I just get angry that I can\'t do my homework done. I am a 1/2 a semister behind with a clas, and other classes I just sink into deeper pit of my delay. I just don\'t want to be going through depression right now. I don\'t have time for it.
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